Father, I Don’t Know What To Do, But I Know I Can Make It With You

 I’m already at the point of my life where everything is messy, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I already exerted all my efforts, and I’m so tired. The world keeps on throwing unexpected things that I can’t handle. I’m so clueless, Lord. I really wanted to end everything, but I can’t do it because the more I wanted to give up, the more you inspired me to get up. You are my only hope Lord. I know I can make it with you.

I may not know what lies ahead, but the thought that you are always guiding me gives me the strength to move. I’ll just take small steps, Lord. I know that you will still hold my hand. You will catch me if ever I fall in the wrong places. I think this is what the journey with you feels life. It’s so challenging, at the same time exciting. Most of the time, I can’t understand your ways because it feels so unusual. But you are always there patiently waiting for me to grow.

You never give up on me, Lord. You are so faithful even in times when I tend to forget your love. You understand and accept me as who I am. And that fact alone makes me feel that I can do anything as long as you are with me. I realized that even if I fail so many times, someone will always choose to help me. He will never fail to love me even through eternity. And that’s you, Lord.

Now I know the beauty of this season. When I can’t understand what’s happening, I know it’s an opportunity for me to fully trust in you and increase my faith. Moments like this make me realize that all this time, you’ve given me so many chances to grow in your presence. I am not who I am now without the hardships and the challenging moments I’ve been through. Because during those times, I realized your great love for me. You never fail to amaze me in times when I wanted to quit.

Thank you so much, Lord, for giving me enough grace. If you can help me with my problems before, I know that you will never leave me now. Thank you so much for sustaining me all this time, Lord. You always make me feel so special and loved. Let’s do this together, Lord. Guide me because I know I am nothing without you.