God Picked Me Up When My Heart Was Torn Apart

I don’t know where I would be without God in my life. I thought that having the things that I want will make me feel secured and safe, but then, the fact that I can never control the things that are happening around me made me realize that pain is inevitable. One way or another, I will encounter devastating moments in my life, problems will be there, and it will test my faith. But the moment I personally went through brokenness, God’s love was there to comfort me. He picked me up when my heart was torn apart. He gives me strength and enough courage so that I can rise up. He taught me how to live life according to His ways. And His grace alone is the reason why I am still standing right now. 

God never abandoned me. I may not always feel His presence, but the moment I tried to look back to what I’ve experienced, I realized that God was there. He slowly opened my eyes and helped me see the great things that He was doing. And only then I was reminded that God never really allowed me to face this life on my own. He was there all along. He was holding my hands. He provided a lot of blessings for me. He used the people around me, and through their lives, I was reminded that I am not alone. Yes, I have so many doubts and fears inside, especially when I am in pain, but God remained so patient. He simply taught me how to trust in Him. 

He continuously healed my heart. The process is never easy. I have to give up a lot of things. I need to allow Him to reign. It takes brokenness. But so far, God was able to make a lot of changes in my life. He remained so faithful in His promises. I know that the healing journey will take time, but I believe that God will never abandon me. He will finish what He started.

God will do the same thing in your life. Even greater things than what I’ve experienced. He will also pick you up and heal the wounds inside. You may not understand your situation right now, but keep on walking. The brokenness that you experienced will never be in vain. My life is a living testimony of God’s faithfulness, especially in seasons when I can’t understand myself. I can boldly testify that He is alive and He loves His people so much.