God will teach us how to nurture what He provided

God provided you with talents, and skills. He gave you things free of charge. He showered you with seeds, but you also need to know how to sow them. He blessed you with something that needs only to be tended and cared for to grow. You need to go through a process to bring out the seeds within you. You have that thirst and grit to learn, risk, fall, and get up again. You are never a failure. 

Some events in your life can  bring out what is within you. So, claim and make use of the opportunities. Allow yourself to grow. Learn new things and do new skills. God may allow certain events in your life, but He never takes your authority to choose. He has given you free will. All you need to do is to take them. You might feel envious of other people and think like He provided them with what you haven’t. Maybe you felt that way because you never really saw and felt their battles. Those people who already received their portion also went through moments in their life where they doubted and struggled. Yours may come differently but all of us are blessed in different ways. 

He already provided you with a lot of things. You only need to give yourself a chance to go through the challenging process. It will be difficult in some way but know that it will be worth it someday. It may take time. It may require you to crush your pride, bring yourself to the same level as everyone else, or you may need to unlearn some things. The process of nurturing what you have may have bitterness and pain with it. It may lead you to feel broken. However, these things can never compare to the blessings that God prepared. 

Nurturing what you have will teach you to love yourself more. It will teach you how to trust and believe in God. The process will lead you to meet people, experience new things, and even bring you to unexpected places. The journey will someday be worth it. He is with you. Allow Him to direct you. That seed will soon grow, it will bless many.