I Don’t Know Either

Why do I have to go through these problems?
Why do I have to feel this pain?
If you are asking me the same questions,
I’m sorry to tell you, but I don’t know either

I also wanted to find answers
I also wanted to hide from brokenness
But I just don’t know how
Just like you, I also have a lot of questions in mind

I’m troubled
I worry a lot
I have fears
But I want to get healed

I cry
I’m in pain
I’m broken
But I wanted to feel whole again

I know I can’t do it on my own
So I asked some help
I prayed to God
And then, He answered

My child, you don’t have to know the answers
You just have to trust the process
You don’t have to know the details
You just need faith

So I closed my eyes
And imagined that He is just beside me
I may not understand what’s happening
But I know God will never fail me