John 21:19, NIV
After Simon Peter betrayed Jesus, our Savior still invited him to follow His ways. He redeemed Peter and encouraged him to feed and care for His sheep. He trusted Peter again despite all the mistakes that He had made in the past. You see, Jesus forgives the sinners. If He could redeem Peter, then He can absolutely save you. But the one thing you need to do is humble yourself and surrender everything in His presence. Come to Him, and don’t let the guilt fully consume you. Jesus will lead you back on track. He will embrace you with His love. He will strengthen you with His grace.
I pray that you will choose to come to Jesus and continue to follow Him despite all your mistakes.