My Heavenly Father, How can I overcome this Pain?

I am so tired, Lord. I’m in so much pain, and I don’t know what to do. I can’t understand myself. Tears keep falling on my face. My heart is breaking, Father God. Please come and teach me how to overcome this pain. Give me a humble heart that’s willing to listen to your voice. Take away my fears, Lord. I don’t have the strength to keep on walking. I feel so weak within. People see me as a happy person. But they never know that deep inside, I’m crying out for help.

Help me, Father. I can’t do this on my own. I can never heal myself. If I only had the power to take away my pain, then I would’ve done it. But I just don’t know how to face this. I’m so confused about what’s going on inside. I keep on asking myself. “Why can’t you stop crying? What’s wrong with you?” I feel so clueless, Lord. I don’t know where to start or how to fight back this enemy inside. You alone can heal my heart, so come, my Lord, and reign in my life.

I surrender to you this wound. Maybe it’s so deep that’s why I find it too difficult to face. But nothing is impossible in your love. I know that you can save me from this darkness. I lift my hands as a sign of giving up all my burdens. I can’t carry this on my own. I need your grace, and I choose to rely on your strength. Lead me to the light, Lord. I’ve been wondering if there is still hope for me or if I still have a bright future ahead. There are times when I just wanted to quit. Simply because I feel so alone. But I’ll keep reminding myself that you are there with me. You are holding me close to your heart.

I may not feel your presence, but I just choose to increase my faith. If this is the only way for me to know you more, then have your way, Lord. Let your will be done in my life. Yes, I don’t understand everything, but I just ask for your guidance and wisdom. Teach me how to victoriously overcome this battle within so that I may bring glory to your Name.

All I want is for you to be magnified in my life. Come and use me as a vessel of your love. I know that it will not be easy, but being with you is worth all the pain and heartaches.

I love you, Lord. Always and forever.

In Jesus’ Name, I pray, Amen.