I’ve been going through a lot of fearful experiences these days, Lord. I don’t know what will happen next. It feels like any moment from now, everything will change in an instant, and the worst case is I might end up losing myself. I’ve recently experienced a lot of unexpected events in my life that really challenged my faith in you. I am so devastated and broken inside. I am scared, Lord. Things slowly became unfamiliar, and the vision of my future seems so blur. I can’t figure out what I need to do next, but I know you are there, guiding me deep inside. I may have fears, but…