Dear God, I am in pain, Lord. This is the kind of pain the only you can heal.  I can’t understand what I feel inside.  Sometimes, I get so confused and distracted with the things happening inside me. And I tend to focus on my own strength and understanding more than I trust in your ways. I allowed the pain to consume my heart to the point that I tend to forget you along the way. That’s why Lord, this is the cry of my heart right now. Please teach me how to love. Father, teach me how to love the people who hurt me. I don’t want to hate…