I know that this is the biggest mistake I have ever made. I started all my plans without God. I did what I thought was right. And I failed to even ask Him about what He wanted to happen. I followed my own feelings and did the things that made me happy. Yes, I felt delighted at first. I was consumed with my own desires to the point that I failed to consider the consequences. And now, I’m carrying everything. I never thought that what I did would lead me to this place. My heart shattered, and my dreams turned into misery that I wanted to end. And now, I…