I know that I will never be here without God. He is the reason why I am still alive. There are days when I want to give up and leave everything behind, but He never fails to remind me who I am in His eyes. I saw myself as a failure. Every time I commit mistakes, I can’t help but feel so frustrated and disappointed about what I did. I blame myself for everything that happened to me. That’s why, when I encounter problems, I tend to carry so many regrets and pain. But little did I know, God was already moving. While I was crying in silence, He was…