The Unspoken Thoughts Of A Wounded Heart: Day 3

Dear God,

I find myself easily frustrated. When people do something unexpected, I tend to withdraw and create my own boundaries. When I’m disappointed, I think of negative things towards others. Is there something wrong with me, Lord? Is there something I need to face? The things that have happened recently seemed to remind me of the pain I used to experience.

Is this a sign that I am not yet healed? Perhaps, I’m became so sensitive because I can’t help but think about those people who hurt me before. I was affected because I kept on hiding the wounds that I thought you already healed. I failed to face my reality. I tried to deny what I truly felt.

Father, what do I need to do? I’m scared to face it because it’s too painful. I don’t think I can do it on my own. I need your strength. I need your love to carry me through. How I wish these wounds were visible. It would’ve been easier for me to deal with it if I could see it. I just need to go to the hospital and ask for help.

But then, the things I’m dealing right now are something I couldn’t see or touch. It’s like an invisible battle inside. It’s something that only you can see and heal. So, Dad, please teach me how to trust in you. Guide me to the right decision. Lead me to the path of healing so that I may learn to serve and love you in the end.

Love,

Via