Acts 22:14, NIV
God chose Paul to know His will. Jesus selected Him among many people. And this is not because of the things that Paul did to God. In fact, he is one of those who persecuted Him, but despite His cruel acts, Jesus appointed Him to spread the gospel. You never really know whom God will use for the expansion of His Kingdom. He can choose anyone regardless of their past and sins. He is powerful enough to influence someone to follow Him. He selected them according to His wisdom and understanding. So if you are one of those people whom God chose to spread the gospel, then be grateful. You are chosen to fulfill His purpose. Trust that He is always there to lead and guide you. God will help you along the way.
I pray that just like Paul, you will faithfully respond to God’s purpose and call.