Father, if it takes Emptiness for me to be Filled, then let Your Will be Done

My Heavenly Father,

I just don’t know why I need to go through this season. It feels so lonely and dark in this place. I can’t find the way out, and I don’t know what to do next. I need you at this moment. It feels so empty within. I just want your comfort and love. Father, I wanted to feel your presence. I never felt this thirst before. I need you more than ever. Maybe you purposely allowed me to experience this moment so that I will learn to yearn for your loving embrace. Maybe you put me in this place so that I will realize how important you are in my life. If this is what it takes for me to be filled with your love, then let your will be done, Lord. Come and have your way.

I surrender to you the emptiness that I feel inside. I can’t face this on my own. I’ve been dealing with this for such a long time, and now, I can’t take it anymore. So I offer you all my pain and questions. Please increase my faith, Lord. Teach me how to trust in your ways. I tried to understand my situation, but I just can’t find any reasons why I need to face this kind of pain. So I lift up to you everything. I surrender all my doubts and fears. Just give me a humble heart that is willing to receive your love. Please help me, Father. I can’t see the road that I am taking. I can’t find the answers to my problems. I’m so lost, Lord. So fill me up and make me whole again.

You are my only hope. I tried to do everything with my own strength. I did my best, Lord. But nothing happened. Only then, I realized that all this time, I rely on my own ability. I never trusted you to do your own thing. So move, Father God, and let your hands perform miracles in my life. Fill my empty heart with your grace and love. Heal my wounds, Lord, and purify me from the inside out.

I feel so tired, Father. I don’t have any strength to get up and keep moving. Come, and do the things that you’ve never done before in my life. Teach me how to receive your strength. And give me the courage to obey and follow you. Thank you for listening to me. I may not understand what’s going on, but I know that soon, you will fill me with your love. I love you, Lord. And I offer you all my pain.

In Jesus’ name, I pray.

Amen.